Sunday, November 22, 2009

leona lewis- happy

Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can’t have everything

Don’t you take chances
You might feel the pain
Don’t you love in vain
’cause love won’t set you free

I can’t stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be

So what if it hurts me?
So what it I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge,
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I just trying to be happy
I just wanna be happy, yeah

Holding on tightly
Just can’t let go
Just trying to play my role
Slowly disappear

But all these days
They feel like they’re they’re same
Just different faces
Different place
Get me out of here


I can’t stand by the side
Ooh, no
And watch this life pass me by
Pass me by

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge?
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I’m just trying to be happy

Oh, happy
Oh

So when it turns that I can see???
This rope??
Victim??
Don’t say anything

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge?
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I just wanna be happy
Happy
I just wanna be
Oh
I just wanna be
Happy.

ive just heard leona song..n it so touching
diz video is dedicated to those who r loving som1 but in the end u r not the person who r going to live forever with ur love...

url: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9c-4z5H43F0

Friday, November 20, 2009

u give me too many reason....

babe..
why you give me too many reasons...
reasons that hardly for me to believe..

babe...
everytime you give me such a reason..
my heart, my mind,my instinct always tell me that its a lie...

babe..
i dont know who's right or who's wrong...
im in delusion right now..

babe..
when you facing with a serious problems you text me and you felt so upset with that...
but when i met you like there's nothing had happened to you...

babe..
i hope you are not lying..

i just wished that you didnt actually gave me a fake hopes towards you..
please dont...
:'( ...

Friday, November 13, 2009

after 5pm tomorrow..

after 5pm.. absolute fredom will be mine.....
after 5pm.. i can do anything i want...
after 5pm.. i'll become wIld...
hahaha...

but now...
i still have 16hours and 30minutes to go...

goodbye 2nd year 1st sem...
welcome 2nd year 2nd sem...

going back home 2 my hometown n waitin 4 my parents 2 comeback from mecca...
miss them soo much..



Monday, November 09, 2009

wah!
sungguh enak rsanya bla paper equity abis...
tp hati masi lg resah gelisah..
haih...
adakah aku akn repeat paper nie?
tepuk dada tnya slera la...

rsanya part 3 ni mcm berantu bg ak...
teringat zaman2 dlu kat kedah...
haih~
benci la...
tp apa blei bwt,...

aku ndak kesa aku repeat...
cuma...
aku bwt paents aku x happy la...
waaa...
sedi...
sory mom n dad...
ive dissapointed u..
i did da same mistake again...
waaa....:'(

Thursday, October 29, 2009

things that i hate the most!

aLl diz WhiLe ive been trying tO IgNorE thaT thIngs FrOm cOntrOllIng mySelf,
but No MatTer How Hard I try,
ThaT thINgs KeeP proVokInG mE,

Im In A CrItIcAL sItuAtiOn ryte noW if I JuSt LeT IT PoSeSS mySelF
I DonT knOW HoW to GeT rID thIs THinGS...
it sUffErs me A loT....
I cAnt StanD iT sOmeTimEs...
FeEls Like I wAnNa GiVe Up everYthin thAt ive goT,
BeCAusE oF thAt thIng...

WhEn WE LoVE sOmeBody A lOt..
we oWez ThinK abOut tHem..
nO mAtter How Buzy We r..
We StiLl caN tHink Of the PerSon We LOve EveN jusT a SecOnd
dAt sHow How Much WE LoVE TheM so MucH..
eVerYDaY we MiZs ThEm
n hOpinG thaT tHeY wIlL MIzs us ToO..

Im StrOng Enough TO facE eveRytHIn..
bUt WheN it ComeS to MY loVE sToRy...
i Can B SoO fuckIn EMo..
i DuNno Wat TO do WIt MY liFE anYmore..
becaUse i GiVe ol mA heaRt jusT 4 my LOvE....
n If i LosE it....its SucH a GreAt pAin that i wiLl taKe..
its like ive bEen STab By a 1000 swords...

n thats y...the things that i hate the most is LOVING SOMEONE!!
"I HATE THAT I LOVE YOU"
BUT SOMEHOW....WE CANT RUN FROM LOVING SOMEONE
COZ WE ARE MEANT TO LOVE SOMEONE...
WE ARE NOT CREATED TO BE ALONE...

Friday, October 16, 2009

RomIe n JuLiE (^o^)v

LuCu nIe SmLm..
berBorak GnA HANDPhONE ngan KwN tp deKat JA..
kwn aq berada d ats ak lak kat bwH..mcm romeo merayu sma c JUliet utk TurUn BWh..
ndak c julIet maw turun2 baH..
adedEh.. (-.^)v
astaga..buang tebiat kn smlm..keh3
tp SyokLa jugak..new xperience org bilang..kui2 :p

tgah syok2 becerita tba2 dtg pacik tua nei..
adeh..malatOp jantungz aq taw..
dtg2 ja trus gtaw ak yg dia maw g KL..
my mind fuLl wiTh QuestiOn mark(????) tyme 2..
pa kaitan ngan AQ...adeh!

pnya scary smlm..takut ja pacik tuh bwt somthin ngan aq
ak ready2 maw betindak da if somthin happen..
huhu..but tHanx Ngan Mr. J psl bg Teman ak balik walaupun dlm TlePon Ja.
haha..

palui2 woO..nasib baik aq teda bwa dompet..just bwa HP ja..
huhu..
waA~ NDAK LAMA LG FINAL EXAM..
TAKOTTTTTTT~~~~~ (o.O)//

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

peter answer!?

ITS SUX..!!!
i raTher kEep It Than Say It xTuAlLy bCoz for Me its noT imPorTAnte at AlL
U haVe Other COMMITMENT n U'VE tolD me dat U cANt Hide any SeCRET fRom Dat PerSOn..
So Ive mAde A deCisIOn 2 NOT BE SOO OVER WIT U...
DO U KNOE HoW SuFFer Dat PERSON was AftER u'VE told The THINGS daT sHOUld NOt N NEVER b ToLd to OTHERS in UR LIfe..it AffeCts NOT only U BuT ME and ALSO dat PErSON..

IM SOrrY..I waS wRong!
I drAg u inTO dis BUlLshiT siTuaTiON
iF I wEre In daT peRsON Shoe..
I fEEL sO UPSeT wiT wat Uve Done
n dAts Y i TrY so HArd 2 Make ThinGs Back To nOrmaL
I try 2 KeEp SileNCe On ThiS MatTEr buT u JuSt KEep ProVokiNG me..

I haTE to BE eMO
bcOz Its JUsT WeAken myself,
i HOpe U'll Understand
never turning back..wat past is past
it can only b a history..
i am ur HISTORY 2...

I FeEl so UPsEt!
foR tHosE wHo r InvOLve In diZ mAttER..Im SoO SorRy
i KnOE its NoT enOugh 2 Say SorRY...
but I'll TrY 2 MakE tHingS baCk To NoRmaL..
MARK MY WORDs!



wriTten By:
-prof. de souza-