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kau berikan ku sejuta harapan yang membuatkan ku terlebih sayang kepadamu..

selama terpaut kepada mu..

kau buatkan aku sayang kepadamu..

tidak kira siang malam subuh ataupun sepertiga malam.. kau berjaya membuatkan aku TERINGAT kepadamu twenty four seven.. (24/7).. apa hasilnya.. MEK pun xtau.. hehe

kau buatkan dunia ku haru biru.. tidak ada arah tuju.. yang ku mahu hanyalah ingin bersamamu pada ketika ituh..

SEDIh,PILU, MARAh, BERAPI, saKIt hati, MElUat .. semua telah ku rasa sepanjang bersama mu..

ku sangkakan berpisah dengan kau adalah satu tindakan bodoh dr aku..

tp ternyata naluri or firasat aku betul okay..

mmg PATUT aku bepisah ngan ko..

sepandai pandai tupai melompat misti jatuh tegolek d tanah jugak..

RUpa2nya ko ada org lain lg semasa bersama aku..

alangkah GEMBIRANYA aku bila mendengarnya..

aku gembira kerana selama ni naluri ku sgt BETUL yg ko sembunyikan sesuatu dr aku..

ko mmg LIDAH ULAR.. LIDAH bUAYA pun ko jugak.. hahaha..

moga ko bahagia dengan KEHIDUPAN PENIPUAN Kau..

harap stu hr nnt.. ko AKN KENA BALIK APA YG TELAH KO BUAT SMA AKU...

we believe in karma..

smpai bla2 aku xkn maafkn kau..

kau yang buat aku berubah smpai ke TAHAP ini..

kau buat aku semakin kuat utk menghadapi benda2 cmnie...

ba oklar.. abis da bteri lappy aku.. uhuhuh... k duh~

SARCASTIC..

helloo 2 my blog.. tersangat la lama ak x update kn..
so 2day i just wanna talk about SARCASTIC ..

semenjak kebelakangan ne AKU asyik kna ayat2 sarcastic ja..
let me tell u 2 THOSE who r cOncErn.... skali dua aku kna ayat2 sarcastic ne i can assume its just a joke from u. .. tp kalo sda bekali kali.. nenek datok mna yang x TERASA n BERAPI dgn apa ko ckp!
bkn maw ckp apa.. aku pun perna jugak bg ayat SARCASTIC sma org.. tp xla mcm ko yg sgt ANNOYING.. aku tau ko ska begurau n suka bwt lawak ngan sindir2 org.. tp tgk keadaan la beb!
knapa stiap kali aku ckp bebaik ngan ko but it always end up by giving me ur bullshit SARCASTIC words...

let me make it all clear here ok!
aku mmg kurang buat keja projek paper... i dont have 2 tell u y ak bg kurang komitmen. CUKUP ak tau sendiri! ok ak xda hak maw bising2 psl projek paper ne.. e2 mmg mknnn kmu.. aku cuma mampu buat apa yg aku rasa mampu ja..

so tlg lar.. kalo nda syg mulut tuh.. asyik lepas ckp ja.. xkesah la samada SENGAJA or UNINTENTIONAL... u'll c wat happen..

syesly aku ckp.. aku pun manusia.. ada hati n sifat AMARAH .. kalo dasar mulut main lpas ckp ja.. same goes 2 me ok..

kecian HSMATE yg pengotor?? for what?? spaya suru ak bg bersi sgala benda yg dia bg kotor?? bgituh?? kalo HSMATE tuh kotorkn bilik dia sndiri.. NDAK APA dude! ak x kesa.. lantak dia lar... tp kalo DAPUR pun dia bwt ONAR.. piring2 nda cuci.. PETI SEJUK mcm tONG SMPAH.. basket SAMPAH.. IKUT SUKA MAK NENEK DIER JE buang without letak plastik smpahhh.. apa tuh???
kta makin masuk U makin matang ok..

aku BAIK ngan org ada limit.. aku bkn org warak.. n solat aku bukan perfect.. tp ISLAM tekankn kebersihan.. xkn xau?? d terima kah solat kalo persekitaran KOTOR?? fikir la sndiri..

ok just wish me luck in my exam..
ne just 2 voice out my dissatisfaction k..

oh tidak!!

smlm ak p jln2 ngan danny n suddenly kmi tenampak ada booth kna bka d tengah2 tpt org belimpas ( lalu). so ak ngan danny p la sna maw taw ada pa yg dorg maw pamer.. MAKANYA booth kesihatan plak.. anjuran LUMIN.. sjenis product kesihatan...huhu.. dorg bg free checkup kalo sapa2 yg maw taw tahap kesihatan dorg... d pendekkn cerita.. ak n danny p la booth tuh maw p check kesihatan kami.. so start with danny yg resultnya dpt B+ ( kesihatan normal tp ada masalah ngan ateri dia...) choyyy.. makanya ak pnya result lg lar.. B+ X!! ( komputer tuh ndak dpt scan kesihatan ak koz dia ckp bdn ak full of toksin.. OMG! sentap ak dgr mlm tuh... n then kakak yg betugas d booth tuh p tnya ak.. "kmu slalu mkn ayam ka? " n i say.. "of course ya" then kakak tuh bls.. so ko patut kurangkn makan ayam mula dr skrg.. koz bdn ko tlampaw byk protein.. then ak bwt muka HERAN dpn dia.. "byk proteinn?? makanya bdn ak seketul jak.....x nmpk pun ada tnda2 protein telebihh... hum... ak rsa kurang yakin ngan kakak tuh pnya xplanation tp psl mkn ayam tlampaw byk tuh mmg btul koz kalo d kl... ndak lain ndak bukan.. AYAM jak jd menu ak.. dr pg smpai MLM.. heihhh... pastuh.. ak n danny p check plak keadaan saraf kami smada OK atau ndak.. n it start with me.. when i look at the screen...n OMG.. pnya KOTOR... kakak tuh byk mengomplain psl kesihatan ak.. dia mara ak lg tuh..byk la advice dia bg sma ak... suru minum air byklar.. kurangkn ambil gula n garam.. mkn sayur rebus.. jgn ambi junkfood n kurangkn makan ayammmm.. sbb kolestrol ak tggi dia ckp.. SENTApp!!!!! masi tengiang ngiang lg pa kakak tuh ckp sma ak.. tp yg PENTING.. bdn ak ada toksikkkk... choii!!!! so start from now.. ive 2 stop p kdai mknn segera like KFC mC.D n WATEVER... n ak kna tahan diri ak dr mkn ayam belebih lebih... iskkkkkkk!!! n start from nw.. i will follow my mommy adviceee... waaaaa... mkn vitamin.. eat healthy food ... aiyoo!!!! ni la stu cabaran yg harus ak lakukan.. huhu.. de best QUOTES for me.. "x gna cntik d luar kalo BURUK d dalam"... SENTAP ak dgr!!! hahahaha.... well.. lesson learned!!!! ni la padahnya bla ak ndak kesa psl pemakanan ak.. huh! choiii!!!! start EXERCISE from now onn... burn my fat n excessive protein inside my body... waaaaa
for de sake of my future!!!
aku xkn mengalah n putus asa utk mencapai apa yg ku harapkn..
AWAS yer ko TOKSIK dlm bdnn.. harus ku singkirkn ko!!!!!!

7 thIngs I HatE de most during semester break

1. I dUnNO WaT to DO durIng HolIdAy if TheRes no PLan or xtvt

2. Super BOrIng

3. MisSInG soMeOne

4. jUsT stAy At Home lIke A vIrgIn Girl..HUh~

5. getting EMOtional

6. getting FAt/slIm..huhu

7. sLeEp EarlY..

wut is goin on wit me

im missing you..
although u might think dat im krazy... but dats reality.. i miss u..
im speechless..huhu
no words can describe my feeling bout u ryte nw...
oh god..wats goin on wit me??
im too missin u.. uhuhu..
im afraid i'll lose u..
im afraid u'll get bored..
but soon or sooner ..
i know dat u will be leavin me..
im crying with no tears fallin..
again..
i miss u..
waaa....
- wat happen 2 me r?-
stupid Emo xoxo~
ehe~

a cup of missing u..

When it’s tomorrow, we agree not to meet again
Sitting in the shop at the end of the road, I ordered a cup of missing you
When it’s tomorrow, we can only let love pass by
Before daybreak, two persons’ smiling faces become a yellowed photograph

Around me Loneliness is spreading
Vision is being blurred by tears
I left “I love you” at the bottom of my heart and put them on the tip of my lips

When it’s tomorrow, you will leave my side
When it’s tomorrow, I will wish upon a shooting star alone
Just like the ending of a movie
Our ending fulfilled the prediction of tears
Broken promises all over the ground, the yesterday that cannot be pieced together again
But I still look forward to the appearance of a miracle, oh no
Your shadow is drifting further and further away.

Love is still lingering in my room
Before the memory becomes real, in a moment
It felt like you were in front of my eyes

Around me loneliness is spreading
This vision is being blurred by tears
A sentence “I love you”, I left it deep in the bottom of my heart and put it on the tip of my lips

When it’s tomorrow, you will leave my side
When it’s tomorrow, I will wish upon a shooting star alone
Just like the ending of a movie
Our ending fulfilled the prediction of tears
Broken promises all over the ground, the yesterday that cannot be pieced together again
But I still look forward to the appearance of a miracle, oh no
Your shadow is drifting further and further away.

Without you, love starts to hibernate
Loneliness will occupy every day
I stand under the streetlight, on the side of the cold street
That place where we once embraced
Is the roof under which we once seek shelter from the rain together, oh

I still reminisce the past when we were in love
I’m still waiting for you to come back to my side
Tears are falling on the side of my cold pillow
I hit pause on time until you appear again
I cannot stand each of the days without you, oh no

I love you, it will not change
I’ll be loving you till eternity

i love you~

Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to I think that you should know
All the love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you ,yes I do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until the end of time

From the day I met you I knew we'd be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you and I wanna have your kids
nothing could ever compare to the feeling of your kisses

I can say im truly happy till this day
You make me thank god that I live my life everyday
There's never been a doubt in my mind
That I regret ever having you by my side

But if the day comes that I have to let you go
I think there's somthin' I should probably let you know
I enjoyed everyday that I spend with you
And I will miss you cuz I'm happy that I had you at all

I love you ohh yes I do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until the end of time....

different

i sense something different on you..
you acting so cold to me this lately..
have i done something wrong?
tell me if i done something that make u feel upset..

my mind always thought of you..
i gave all my love to only you..

tell me if you dont love me anymore..
tell me if you dont want me to be by your side anymore..

theres no doubt that my heart will explode when it is true..
but i try to forget it if thats what you want..
part of me is dying when you left me someday..

i try not to be so over with it..
i try to control myself..
and i knew that there's no shoulder that i can lean on when i was crying for my love...
i believe in karma..

SORRY~

dialogue between fren A and fren B(via sms):

(5.44am) A: wake up! study!
(06.06am) B: just having my sleep ryte nw..hum
(06.06am) A: Great! u just finished ur stadi till early in the morning
(06.07am) B: nope! i just finished watching donloded movie with my hsmate n till nw i cant sleep.. :(
(06.09am) A: oh! lets have a breakfast at 7 o'clock
(06.10am) B: alrite! tell me when u oledi here ok. :)

AFTER 40 MINUtes

(06.47am) A: im here already..
(06.47am) B: ok good~ wait a second.. i go wash my face 1st

AFTER 1 HOUR

(07.46am) A: i should go back nw..
(07.47am) B: A!!!!!!!!!... oho~ omg..
(07.51am) A: nae..its ok..i oledi at my room
(08.01am) B: omg! im so sorry... i just woke up n i didnt intend to do this.....sorry! :(
(08.06am) A: nae.. its ok! it doesnt take so long to wait u.. its just 1 hour. i wanna study ryte nw. dont wanna waste my precious tyme. just go to sleep fren.. ur so sleepy aite? sori for bothering u..

huhu... dats was de conversation between 2 frens... B wanted to apologize for making A waiting for him for almost 1 hour.. not ALMOST dude.. its oledi 1 hour.. huhuhu.. B was fell asleep when he tell his fren that he wanted to wash his face.. dats was soo ONAR of B.. hw can B fell asleep at that tyme?? B talks to himself.. " nae.. gimme another 30 second to rest then i go wash my face" but unaware to B dat his oledi rest for 1 hour making his fren waiting at rstrn mamak there.. B is in SHOCK when he woke UP and try to call A but A didnt answer... A pissed off with B.. uhuhu..
till nw B is still ShoCk with that incident..

-end of de story-

Love you a little bit more..

I love you a little bit more when you call me honey

I love you a little bit more when you hold my hand

I love you a little bit more when you hug me.

I love you a little bit more. Every day.

If I never met you, I wouldn't like you.

If I didn't like you I wouldn't love you.

If I didn't love you I wouldn't miss you.

But I did, I do and I always will

If loving you is wrong, then I don't want to be right!

If loving you is a crime. I'd like to be jailed for my whole life, in your heart.

I love you. Like a fat kid loves cakes.

dEar FRiEnd...

i respect you as one of my besTest friend..
i never being so rude to you..

dear friend..

please behave yourself sometimes..
i am your friend..
respect me as i respect you..

dear friend..

i know your are suffering ryte now ..
its bcoz of me..
ive made a mistake..
im sorry..
but please dont just simply think that u are de only who was suffering ryte now..

dear friend..

today i was so upset wit u..
de words that came out from ur mouth...
i cant accept it..

dear friend oh friend..

please respect me as ur fren..
thats all i need it from u..
coz i never show my rudeness 2 you..

thanx 4 ur FRENSHIP..

ur sincerely:
ADAM DE SOUZA @ aDam BoHaRi

aku bemimpi!

aku slalu mimpi OMBAK BESAR..
wats dat 4? petanda apaka ituh?
stiap hari aku tefikir psl mimpi tuh.
dlm mimpi, aku nmpk ombak besar sgt (tsunami)..
sgt besar..mcm dlm 2010 plak..huhu..tp yg peliknya ak lngsung xkna ngan ombak tuh..huhu :P
paling last aku mimpi psl tsunami nie minggu lepas..dlm mimpi ak tuh ak tgah dudk d tepi pntai tgk ombak biasa2 je.. skali tetiba ombak tuh jd besar..lorh.. PuPPP!!! ak tersedar dr tdur...hu2..
then..stu hari tuh ak tba2 terlintas d fikiran nk taw pa mksud mimpi ak tuh.. so I GOOGLE it!
n then ak tejumpa stu website TAFSIRAN MIMPI!.. ( xperna ak bkak website ni) :P
so ak bca la tafsiran mimpi ak nie.. dlm tafsiran tuh sapa2 yg mimpi psl ombak besar dia akn ada cinta baru.. tp ak mcm x caya jak..btol kew?? pnipu jak org yg bwt nie..cmna dia tw r??
so ak start CURIOUS ngan tafsiran tuh...MOTIP ak akn ada cinta baru?? huh..
so ak cr lg website lain psl tafsir2 mimpi nie.. n ak jumpa la stu website ni tp vERsi INDON plak.. bla ak bca ttg OMBAK bEsAR tuh..tafsiran mimpi tuh ckp SAPA2 yg mimpi psl ombak besar tuh dia akn menghadapi kesulitan dlm becinta...somethin like that la KATANYER..ehe~
then suddenly ak tersentap bwt sementara wktu... td ckp ak BAHAGIA..skrg ni ckp ak dlm KESULITAN plak..haiyo!
ak btol2 sik caya ngan tafsiran tuh...ABSURD!

tp bla ak pikir balik ttg tafsiran tuh..ada la jugak betulnya.. tp cuma 5% jak lh.. ak akn menghadapi kesulitn dgn cinta ak?..fuh! tp sapa cinta ak? is it exist? ak xtaw ak nie becinta ka x.. haiyo! fikir balik..ak rasa cinta ak nie mcm mengarut je.. MENGARUT ..
knapa mengarut? ak pun x taw.. so adakah mimpi ak tuh bg SIGN sma ak utk behati hati ttg SOAl HATi ak nie? ada aku kesah?? ( bak kata amer) hehe~..

CINTA ITU BUTA? KO PACAYA ka CINTA TU BUTA jo? (loghat sabah) ;)