Hello,
Sekali lagi.. cerita nie memang boleh dikatakan dah bekulat la or bekulapuk (gteww...!) tapi I saje nak tulis gak... just for de sake of remembering de memories of bitter heart.. kot2 la bosan bolela baca balik apa yang haku tulis nie.. (sambil hirup nescafe.. duduk tepi tingkap melihat hujan mencurah bumi dan membaca blog) gtew.. style omputih tengah lara sangat kan.. haha
hokey.. lets get into the topic.. begini ceritanya... tahun lepas aku agak sentap dapat message dari "BestFriend" aku sendiri yang menyatakan aku x kenang budi. "TIDAK KENANG BUDI" tuh yg buat darah aku menyirap pada ketika ituh. how dare he said that to me... just because of one simple act I did to him and that is wat he uttered to me? WOW...!! well the story begins like this.. he is supposed to be my sister's wedding planner but turns out he is soo hard to get in touch with me or my sister.. (Not to say he's not doing his job very well) but yeah its kinda annoyed me soo much bila I call and texted him but he replied NOTHING but a silence! nenek shiapa yang tidak baran! so I gave him a "harsh Message" but not curse msg la ho.. i told him if hes not able to carry out his duty as my sister's wedding planner than he should told me earlier so that I or my sister can find another person to replace him. BUT STILL no reply from him! ntah apa yg blaku sma dia... and theres one find day when I try to call him again and this time he's answering my call but dia x becakap langsung n I can assume that dia tengah makan besama ngan kawan dia bcoz that time he's inviting his fren to eat.. (bgituhla apa yg I dengar).. so that was the time I'm soo PISSED OFF at him.. all this while he INTENTIONALLY didnt reply my message/calls. so thats it.. im not gonna entertain this kind of attitude.. SILENT TREATMENT is the best way to solve this.. and after my sister wedding.. suddenly dia message aku maw mintak balik barang dia yg tertinggal di rumah and suddenly ckp psl "nda kenang budi" walhal aku suda bgtau dia "YOU CAN COME TO MY HOUSE AT ANY TIME TO TAKE ALL YOUR BELONGINGS THOUGH IM NOT AT HOME" ... but his stupid ignorance buat dia LUPA with my messages and MANAGE TO TALK BEHIND MY BACK to my other Friends.. WALLAWEI! sdala cakap belakang pastuh putar belit cerita.. puih! an act of STUPIDITY I WOULD SAY... thanks to my neutral frens for telling me this... ok dipendekkan cerita.. I have had enough with this wasting time drama.. and ive had enough lowered down my EGO for de sake of FRIENDSHIP... Huh! now I'm applying de same .. "you showed me ur Ego.. so do I" .. bukannya susah pun! in fact aku rasa selesa lagi begini... nda payah maw jaga hati KAWAN yang teda rasa hormat n jaga hati kawan sendiri.. sudah cukup puas aku bersabar ngan prangai masing2.. not to say im soo damn perfect in friendship.. i tahu prangai i pun ada org x senang.. but this is too much saying that aku x kenang budi. he really needs A BIG MIRROR TO LOOK AFTER HIMSELF.. duh~
bah begituhla dramanya sebelum I decided to quit the DRAMA.. its soo bothering my INNER PEACE.. y shuld I ruin my life thinking about crap things.. theres soo much nice thing that i can do and make my life wonderful than this..
soo to my frens yang membaca blog aku ni.. remember "friendship is unconditional" kalo ada kawan kamu yang menetapkan syarat untuk berkawan dengannya.. my advice is.. LEAVE HIM/HER! otherwise u will endup being his or her LEMBU di cucuk hidung.. frens are suppose to be a person who can b with u and accept u as wat u are... frens are like lovers as well .. but not to the extend of JEALOUSNESS ye.. e2 lain da.. huhu! I LOVE MY FRENSHIP but if this kind of frenship yang memakan diri aku sndiri.. I rather say GOODBYE ...
enjoy the song.. :)
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