my 1st trip to oversea.. sa Manila

Hello,

walau terlambat maw post tp i Tetap nak mengarang di sini tentang my trip to Manila (philippines)..

basically we really had a great time there walau pemandangan di sana x berapa indah d sebabkan kesesakan sana sini dan penduduknya yang ramai tapi apa2pun i miss the culture there... 

7th june 2014:
tyme ni ada drama sinetron berlaku regarding our flight schedule... tetiba my fren AM dapat message from airasia informing us that our flight has been rescheduled to 11.30am walhal kami masi blom ready lg and jam menunjukkan hampir jam 10 pagi.. its really hectic that time .. mana nak kemas pakaian mana lg yg belom besiap habis.. especially syahrul yg masih belom mandi.. and dia la orang yang paling kelam kabut because he need at least 1 hour utk besiap.. mana maw jampi serapah muka dia lg. maw letak susuk gajah lagi.. hahaha (just kidding) .. so d pendekkan ceta.. kami begegas ke airport before jam 1130am and directly go to the boarding counter to double check kami pnya flight and SHOCKINGLY our flight delayed pegi 130PM... clap clap clap.. we ol BASI/BURUK/BEKEDUT/BEJANGGUT mnunggu d airport ... hampeh pnya admin! around 1230pm kami masuk p boarding hall and fly smoothly to MANILA (MABUHAY!)...

sesampai di Manila... as usual la... wat u xpect kalo airasia pnya airport.. small... incomplete ... that time we landed at NAIA terminal 4.. terminal yg under construction lagi.. lahar ye.... the funny things is.. tym turun kapal.. kami disuruh naik bus.. I hengat jarak dr kapal ke airport kinda JAUH maka.. x sampai 100 meter dah sampai.. apalaa yang ko suru kami naik bus.. cubala suru kami jalan kaki ja.. kan senang. haiyo.. 

keluar ja dari airpot.. cabaran pertama is to find a taxi utk pergi ke hotel kami (Grann Prix) hotel.. luckily dapatla taxi yg bawa kami ke destinasi walau pacik tuh pada awalnya pun xtau jalan ke hotel tp syukur dapat juga .. fiuh! sampai di hotel.. we ol berehat jap and kira2 jam 5pm cmtuh kami begerak ke shoppin mall berdekatan utk membeli simkad supaya senang berinternet. gituh!

at Night... we ol jalan2 cari tpt massage sbb kawan2 lain knun keletihan mnunggu dr airport .. so d pendekkan ceta.. we p massage and after that we went to the pub especially comedy bar di mana ada entertainer d pentas tuh tgah kusyuk buat lawak walhal kami xpaham pa ke jadah dia cakap.. ehehe.. 

8th June 2014:

Free breakfast di hotel.. makanan dia ala2 filipino style.. quite delicious juga except for de ciken adobonya yg kinda salty tp mungkin begituh kali masakan dia... hehe.. today we are planning to go to the rizal park.. tempat bersejarah bagi rakyat pinoy.. and we got a chance to ride a jeepny walau pjalanan dia agak dekat je.. tp drpd xdpt naik kan.. hehe.. so heres the Rizal Park.. omg tempat dia tenang je tapi one thing yg I x tahan is the weather.. omg Punyala panas n lembab.. im sweating like theres a flame besides me o... aduhai... tp that doesnt stop us from exploring .. huhu... so we teruskan pejalanan ke H2O park.. dptla tgk ikan2 besar dlm aquarium .... tgk anjing laut beraksi... tgk burung2 pintar... and sangat memenatkan bejalan di situ.. haiyo... and I lapar... and susah maw cari makanan halal di situh so apa bole buat.. makan apa yg ada le... tp bkn makan pork ya.. huhuhu..,

after xploring.. kami berpindah hotel ke makati (citadell hotel) .. hotel dia lebih bagus and ada verandah lagi. so kami rehat kejap d hotel and we truskan pejalanan ke MOA ( mall of asia) .. serius besarrrrrrrr shoppin mall d sna.. kami cuma mampu tawaf stu block je.. de other block lg.. nnt2 la.. huuu.. Malamnya pigi pub lg .. i can conclude yang di manila ni... pub mmg sangat hidup.. sampai ke pagi uols... haa~ sapa kaki klubbin mmg pecah le biji mata korang .. haha

9th June 2014:

dari makati kami ke Malate lg sekali untuk ke Intramuros.. tempat bersejarah di philippines. besar pula tempat ituh.. cuma mampu lawat satu church daripada 20 church sajo! memandangkan cuaca agak panas so sedikit tidak selesa untuk berjalan kaki so kami teruskan perjalanan ke Greenhills utk bershoppin but xda juga benda yang nak beli oh. aftr that we directly go to GreenBelt shoppin mall and I am so impressed with this mall.. sangat besar and classy oh.

10th June 2014
going back to Kota Kinabalu. :( tidak puas meneroka manila.. hmm!  will go there someday.. :D

Sunday with the Legends.... :D

Hello,

As usual lah... keluar tengahari balik before midnight (yeah! im a teenager masih).. hihi.. well today I keluar berpicnic bersama- sama Legend yang memang femes dan digeruni satu KK ye.. haha.. antaranya sufrizan...Ajin... Jeff & Amansyah.. 

picnic nie dianjurkan oleh c sufrizan lah and supposedly this picnic kena buat yesterday but due to some technical error maka arinie lah kena buat.. gteww! so since esok keja.. why not kalo we take this golden time untuk beriadah kan.. so that we can relax our mind... hehehe

so basically we do nothing but talking and gossiping and at the end we stuck at the really annoying traffic jam on our way home. erghh... JKR di sabah ni didnt do their research very well on how to expand and to develop a better roadway kot! 

as for today.. ini jak lah pic yang ada di Hp I... memories of today... :)

 Me, Aman, Ajin & Jeff

Ajin, Arza & Sufrizan...

Me & Jeff

wihuu.... selfie lagi! 

so guys... spend your weekend wisely and makesure you do good during weekend so that Monday will treat you well and your not gonna complain about having a "Monday Blue"... 

F.R.I.E.N.D.S...

Hello,

I just get back home dude..! belom mandi lagi ni suda aku maw update blog seterusnya lagi.. hehe.. well tonight im going to talk about friends.. my friends specifically... :)

I am so thankful to god because he gave me such a wonderful people around me be it my Family or my Friends but since this topic stressing about friends so I'm just gonna highlight about my friends la ya.. 

well thou my previous blog showed how disgraceful one of my "besties" attitude towards me but yeah I've other frens as well who appreciates me more... and I wanna take this opportunity to say HOW GRATEFUL I AM TO HAVE YOU GUYS!! seriously.. you guys makes my life complete. Thank You..seriously!

thou I knew you guys last year but our friendship bond are strong and its like we already befriend since we were young... that is what I felt.. I Love you Guys. I dont want to lose any of you because you guys had taught me something in life that I nearly ignore it all this while. 

All the memories... hangout sessions... krazy stuff that we did... I just love that. :) 

his name is Ajin.. I knew him from my friend (thanks faizal). Ajin is such a nice and very good friend I would say... he has a team spirit and a good leader cum organizer as well.. you give him a task and he will deliver it PERFECTLY! he had taught me something which is "let go of the past" .. y im saying this.. despite of his bitter memories in love life ... still he manage to get over it and moved on as compared to me taking years to recover.. haha.. but yeah.. thanks to you my dear friend.. I Learned the concept "Forgive and forget"...he is like my real brother coz my family already knew him and we always hangout and going out together doing stuff together and sleep together.. haha.. BE POSITIVE OK! my weekend always filled with him okeh. hee~ hes de closest friend of me and always sharing problems and gossipping 24hrs... hahaha!   keep up with your Leadership spirit... :)

AM... de "kraziest" friend I ever had in my entire life.. well we become friends in facebook 1st then accidentally met him when Faizal meeting up with Ajin at suria sabah. people will always confused saying Am is my brother since we kinda have same similarity in terms of face shape..hihihi... but I might as well sometime agree with the "people saying" that we are look alike.. btw.. Am is such a nice guy and very kind to his friends. he is like a brother to me and sometimes I like to get some advice from him before doing things. AND not forgotten.. hes a good singer as well.. really adore his voice.. soo country voice oo! 

JEFF de "Queen of Joker"... hahah...I really like his spontaneous joke that makes people wanna laugh out loud.. LOL! hihihi.. he is a prince charming and his personality can melt everyone who knows him. hes a good friend and caring and sometimes easily to get a panic attack. he is the person that always lend his ears to me whenever I have a "LOVE PROBLEMS".. hahaha... 

SHAHRUL........a diva with a noble heart... :) although hes not always around in kk because of the other commitment in Lahad Datu but I will always miss him and his funniest jokes and Drama about being a role model of safi blablabla... :P a really believer in superstitious (not to say that im totally not believing it... I pecaya oke!) heheh... I like to hangout with him and we always talks about our crazy fantasy (imagination) eventhough it might not happen and will not! haha..  if ure here in KK my dear friend... seriously it will be more havoc and fun! 

with Ian... miss this guy soo much... kecil2 but CILI API!... pemalu tapi berisi.. gteww~ haha. datangla KK lagi IAN.. bole hangoutttttt sama yang lain2

JEFF, AM & JACK... perfect combination to become the most funny friends ever! heee~

Shahrul & Me

Me & Thomas Fernandez time wedding sis dia... a very friendly guy and he had a wonderful and frenly family ever! love it!

Norman & Me.... teman dia besigup! knun...

Me & JACK... tym my sis kawin! :)

MUD VOLCANO...

PARTY!!!

PULAU TIGA GROUP!

SHAH, SYAH & ME ...

Thats All... to all my readers... please appreciates your friends.. if you ever make them hurt .. do apologize to them... its good things to say sorry to ur frens.. :) love your frens as well ya... :) 

spending time with myself...

Hello,

Its been awhile I did'nt have a lonely time with myself yar...the last time i did was long time ago ...

So today I took this opportunity to sit and relax on the crystal clear sand at Tg.Aru Beach not far from my home... I only manage to have a relaxing time only for a short period since i came there late and its almost dark but just get a chance to see the sun fall down... its just so amazing and wonderful... take a look at it

such a stunning view I would say ... really catches my heart to wonder how smart God creates all this... :) praise for Allah.. 

As usual... selfie is a must for me..haha.. 

Thats all for now.... :) 

Stressness....

Hello,


Good Morning Everyone... (Ceh, Knun kalo ada pembaca kan).. hehe.. well today mari kita membincangkan pasal "stress"... apa punca dia and cara "SAYA" mengatasinya... 

well... as we all now la kan.. stress ni berlaku disebabkan tekanan perasaan or tekanan oleh our surroundings such as di tempat kerja, di rumah, bersama kawan-kawan lahar.. hahaha (x d tujukan kepada kawan saya ya).. for more info tentang punca stress nie... bolela anda klik di sini:- http://www.helpguide.org/mental/stress_signs.htm 

stress ni pun sudah menjadi satu norma dalam kehidupan manusia uols.. x kira la yang sudah kerja ka or belum kerja ka... even duduk ruma pun bole stress gak.. lihatlah betapa powerfulnya stress dalam diri kita.. so basically stress ni bole mnyebabkan mental kita terganggu.. kalo ianya tidak diatasi maka ia akan menganggu kesihatan kita juga.. lebih parah.. kita boleh jadi gila uols!! nauzubillah.. harap kita semua tidak menjadi sampai tahap tuh la ya..

tidak dinafikan saya pun kadang2 memang mengalami stress juga lagi2 profession saya ni yang memang asyik dealing ngan clients and buat paperwork.. haa.. dealing with clients I boleh lg handle koz I love to have a conversation and sharing knowledge with them tapi kadang2 ada gak yang "bikin Panas" (annoying dalam inggerisnya)... tapi I akan cepat stress bila nak fotostat or print document... erghhh...Moment yang paling annoying kalo benda yang kita print... ada typo ke.. allignment lari la... fotostat ttber rosak la... OMG!! tgk,.. I psl ni pun I da start nak stress.. haha.. kidding!

But trust me... "IT WILL NOT EVEN WORTH A PENNY" kalo korang layankan je stress korang ni.. serious MEMBAZIR Tenaga...Masa...Emosi...Rohani.... dan menambah Dosa.. (asyik Memaki je )... elehh jangan kata korang x mencarut kalo korang stress... tpu! for me.. stress sikit ituh tidak mengapa.. tapi jangan ikutkan stress anda ke tahap yang parah... seperti bunuh diri la.. minum racun la.. mencederakan diri sendiri ka.. e2 GILER namanya.. huhu

Berikut merupakan cara-cara saya mengatasi Stress ini (kalo sesuai ngan korang.. ikutla..kalo x.. ikut kesesuaian korang je):-

(a) pada saat anda mengalami stress.. pasti anda ingin memaki kan? maka cara I adalah dengan Pergi melalak kat "KAROKE" .. sanala anda carut habis-habisan (menyanyi lag ye.. bukan memaki hamun dalam karoke).. biarla sampai putus urat leher anda.. haha.. (bagi yang xpandai nyanyi tuh.. BLASAH je.. dah namanya karoke.. bukan ikot ptandingan nyanyi pown)... hihi.. trust me.. setelah anda puas melalak.. stress anda akan hilang sebab time tuh anda suda berasa pening dek nafas x cukup sebab asyik melalak.. pastuh anda akan merasa lega di dada koz tyme anda melalak tuh.. seolah olah masalah tuh pun ikut berhamburan seiring dengan liur anda.. hahaha~ (gross!); atau

(b) jika anda jenis yang berfikiran positif macam saya... haha.. silala menganggap stress itu satu gangguan kecil kepada anda yang tidak perlu anda perbesarkan.. ianya seperti konsep "benda da happen.. chillah" ... cegituhla.. hee~ .. orang yang sentiasa positif ini.. mereka akan selalu menerima seadanya masalah yang menimpa mereka seperti stress.. contohnya stress kerja.. andai kata kita terlupa nak fax doc penting kepada boss ke.. tersilap key-in data ke... memang kita tahu kita akan dimaki oleh boss kita tapi that doesnt mean u guys have to be worried sampai makan mnum x lalu.. haha... semua manusia x perfect and ada je kesalahan yang dilakukan .. so kalo kita da buat silap.. admit it and fix it.. bukan da silap pastuh xnak bg fix then risau memanjang cara nak cakap ngan boss... ? IT WONT SETTLE your probs sayang...buat u betambah stress je.. so kalo ada masalah.. kita kena tahu apa punca dia and then buat pembaikan.. jangan diabaikan .. tuh yang buat stress kita muncul jika kita biarkan masalah menyelubungi hidup kita.. haa~ 

(c) Luahkan masalah anda kepada kawan rapat anda.. ini boleh menenangkan jiwa anda dan membuat anda sedikit lega ... so kawan anda akan dapat memahami anda and maybe bagi solution kepada masalah anda.. "thats what friend for" hehe.. ada sesetengah orang suka melauahkan masalah kepada kawan mereka dan itu membuatkan mereka berasa lega dan hilangkan stress... macam saya.. Kalo I stres.. I lebih suka meluah masalah I kepada Kawan I rather than to keep it by myself... "bikin sakit Jiwa" je... 

(d) kongsi ngan keluarga anda... ini adalah salah satu cara Jika anda tidak mempunyai kawan la ye.. hee... tp method ni pun berguna juga sebab orang kata keluarga anda lebih tahu siapa anda and keluarga sanggup tolong anda jika anda berada dalam kesusahan... hehe.. so gunakanlah method ni ya.. :D

(e) AVOID KONFLIK/DRAMA... e2 yang penting... sebab makin anda involve ngan benda2 alah ni.. makin anda tidak berasa tenang sebab masalah keep coming disebabkan oleh drama ni.. (bukan drama Sinetron ya).. ni drama like Gaduh ke... selisih faham ke...mcmtuhla... 

So e2 je la cara2 saya mengatasi stress saya and its working! haha.. xtahu kalo anda... so selamat mencoba kalo sesiapa yang nak mencoba method saya ini.. hehee

last but not least... LIFE is sooo beautiful beb... jangan persiakannya.. gunakan dengan sebaiknya :) ...

Living In Denial...

Hello,

dalam hidup ini pasti kita tidak dapat lari dari "Denial" kan? memang tipu la korang x perna being in denial walau sedikit pun. huh! well for me, x salah kalo nak deny apa2 benda yang menimpa korang spt dituduh membunuh ke (which korang x buat)  mencuri ke and etc oleh orang luar... tp patut ke nak "living in Denial" dengan rakan karib anda sendiri? wat i meant with rakan karib is kawan yang dah lama bersama korang n dah tau isi hati korang macamne.. yang bole bgurau tanpa batas ngan korang.. kawan yang dok slamber bogel depan korang tanpa segan silu disebabkan uols ni dah macam adik bradik la katakan. SO, adakah kaedah DENIAL ituh masih digunapakai di dalam persahabatan?! 

bagi saya... perkara ini amatlah menjengkelkan dan mengguris perasaan kawan karib korang sendiri. bayangkanlah... kenal dah betahun tapi still nak HIPOKRIT=DENIAL ngan kawan sendiri. timbul satu persoalan.. di manakah KEIKHLASAN dalam persahabatan? 

yang SANGATTT menjengkelkan lagi bila ada sesetengah orang ni walau suda "TERPECAH LOBANG" dengan apa yang telah dia lakukan but still nak DENY lagi... WTF i would say kan! I speechless ngan jenis org macamni tau. suda terang lagi bersuluh tp still nak tunjukkan kebodohan sendiri kepada masyarakat. walaupun BEING HONEST ada juga keburukannya kadang such as.. rahsia2 yang kamu ceritakan kepada kawan korang yang sangat korang TRUST akan digunakan utk against korang nanti kalau korang persahabatan korang diambang maut ... yakni... GADOH! haa... tapi andai kata Kejujuran anda di gadaikan oleh SAHABAT sendiri e2 bermakna sahabat anda memang sorang yang tiada Hati dan dia bukanlah sahabat sebenar anda... Seorang sahabat tidak akan mengaibkan sahabatnya sendiri walau berlaku salah faham atau pergaduhan besar. jika anda bukan jenis sahabat yang sedemikian.. syukurla nak! tapi zaman skrg banyak gak Backstabbers..so careful dalam mencari kawan.

OK cukup setakat ini. :)

Waiting Outside the Line...

Hello,

Okay today I am really pissed with the Court management since my Hearing for the Exemption under advocates Ordinance has been postponed to next month which I found it very inconvenience for me to accept the new date.

Supposedly I will finish doing my chambering thingy (If u you guys still didnt know wats de meaning of it.. refer to my previous blog) by end of this month but because of it is up to the discretion of the CJSS then I have no Vocal to object it. hmm.. sad! 

I've been waiting for this time to come cause it brings changes to my daily routine... erghh... well life must go on... maybe god has a better plan for me in future. 

Bila la I nak beraksi nih jika asyik tangguh je... hmm! #okdaa~

yeah! (Drop Dead Diva)

tribute to Finn... (Glee Cast)

Hello,

Today I have no other topics to talk about except for this morning my mind suddenly remembered the late Finn ( a Glee Cast) actor..which I personally felt shocked with his death. Although I am not a big fan of Glee but there's some other time I will watch it through YouTube.

Losing Finn is the biggest lost of a Glee Cast. Finn has its own characteristic that no one can replace him and in fact his dating with Lea Michael ( Rachel ). I could not Imagine how it feels like to be in her shoes losing someone that she loves and always together in the casting.

Last but not least, I adore Finn's voice a lot but sadly his journey stops somewhere in October 2013. May your soul rest in peace Finn... you will always be remembered. that's for sure!

Cory Monteith 

(1982-2013)

End of it..

Hello,

Sekali lagi.. cerita nie memang boleh dikatakan dah bekulat la or bekulapuk (gteww...!) tapi I saje nak tulis gak... just for de sake of remembering de memories of bitter heart.. kot2 la bosan bolela baca balik apa yang haku tulis nie.. (sambil hirup nescafe.. duduk tepi tingkap melihat hujan mencurah bumi dan membaca blog) gtew.. style omputih tengah lara sangat kan.. haha

hokey.. lets get into the topic.. begini ceritanya... tahun lepas aku agak sentap dapat message dari "BestFriend" aku sendiri yang menyatakan aku x kenang budi. "TIDAK KENANG BUDI" tuh yg buat darah aku menyirap pada ketika ituh. how dare he said that to me... just because of one simple act I did to him and that is wat he uttered to me? WOW...!! well the story begins like this.. he is supposed to be my sister's wedding planner but turns out he is soo hard to get in touch with me or my sister.. (Not to say he's not doing his job very well) but yeah its kinda annoyed me soo much bila I call and texted him but he replied NOTHING but a silence! nenek shiapa yang tidak baran! so I gave him a "harsh Message" but not curse msg la ho.. i told him if hes not able to carry out his duty as my sister's wedding planner than he should told me earlier so that I or my sister can find another person to replace him. BUT STILL no reply from him! ntah apa yg blaku sma dia... and theres one find day when I try to call him again and this time he's answering my call but dia x becakap langsung n I can assume that dia tengah makan besama ngan kawan dia bcoz that time he's inviting his fren to eat.. (bgituhla apa yg I dengar).. so that was the time I'm soo PISSED OFF at him.. all this while he INTENTIONALLY didnt reply my message/calls. so thats it.. im not gonna entertain this kind of attitude.. SILENT TREATMENT is the best way to solve this.. and after my sister wedding.. suddenly dia message aku maw mintak balik barang dia yg tertinggal di rumah and suddenly ckp psl "nda kenang budi" walhal aku suda bgtau dia "YOU CAN COME TO MY HOUSE AT ANY TIME TO TAKE ALL YOUR BELONGINGS THOUGH IM NOT AT HOME" ... but his stupid ignorance buat dia LUPA with my messages and MANAGE TO TALK BEHIND MY BACK to my other Friends.. WALLAWEI! sdala cakap belakang pastuh putar belit cerita.. puih! an act of STUPIDITY I WOULD SAY... thanks to my neutral frens for telling me this... ok dipendekkan cerita.. I have had enough with this wasting time drama.. and ive had enough lowered down my EGO for de sake of FRIENDSHIP... Huh!  now I'm applying de same .. "you showed me ur Ego.. so do I" .. bukannya susah pun! in fact aku rasa selesa lagi begini... nda payah maw jaga hati KAWAN yang teda rasa hormat n jaga hati kawan sendiri.. sudah cukup puas aku bersabar ngan prangai masing2.. not to say im soo damn perfect in friendship.. i tahu prangai i pun ada org x senang.. but this is too much saying that aku x kenang budi. he really needs  A BIG MIRROR TO LOOK AFTER HIMSELF.. duh~  

bah begituhla dramanya sebelum I decided to quit the DRAMA.. its soo bothering my INNER PEACE.. y shuld I ruin my life thinking about crap things.. theres soo much nice thing that i can do and make my life wonderful than this.. 

soo to my frens yang membaca blog aku ni.. remember "friendship is unconditional" kalo ada kawan kamu yang menetapkan syarat untuk berkawan dengannya.. my advice is.. LEAVE HIM/HER! otherwise u will endup being his or her LEMBU di cucuk hidung.. frens are suppose to be a person who can b with u and accept u as wat u are... frens are like lovers as well .. but not to the extend of JEALOUSNESS ye.. e2 lain da.. huhu! I LOVE MY FRENSHIP but if this kind of frenship yang memakan diri aku sndiri.. I rather say GOODBYE ... 

enjoy the song.. :)

3 Years...

ASSALAMUALAIKUM W.B.T ... :)

Punya lama suda aku x update hapa2 stories di sini.. maklumla dlu2 tyme skolah .. ada lagi masa menghadap lappy (kononnya bz buat assignment!!.. gtuh!) ..Well its been 3 years i've abandoned my Blog n now its time for me to update my life's journey these 3 years... all the happiness.. the saddest.. the patheticness and the most so-so daily routine that i've been through... :)

sia pun tia tau apa cerita paling last yang sy share sama kamurang.. (ada ker pembaca blog aku nie knun?) hehe.. well x kisahla ada org baca ka x.. I tetap nak menulis jua.. hee~... 

Aku telah dengan jayanya menamatkan pengajian aku di UiTM Shah Alam dalam jurusan undang-undang selama 3 tahun. hooray! jurusan yang selama ini aku rasakan payah untuk aku maw habiskan and kononnya x mampu nak mendongak ke bintang (zaman2 x konfiden ngan diri sndiri) haha.. tapi berkat kegigihan dan usaha yang xperna berhenti dan berkat dorongan ibubapa.. ALHAMDULILLAH! aku mampu mnghabiskan pengajian ini.  

MASYAALLAH! inilah muka2 zaman stadii.. adedehhh !! 

TAPI ilmu undang-undang aku tidak berhenti setakat 3tahun sahaja.. untuk menjadi peguam di Malaysia ini.. murid2 perlulah meneruskan pengajian ke tahap professional (L.L.b) di mana ini adalah neraka utk mereka2 yang mengambil jurusan undang2. kenapa neraka? sbb course ni lecturer xkan bagi muka ngan murid2nya.. dalam seminggu ada 5 assignment kena submit.. dalam sminggu tuh juga kena siapkan submission yg maha memeningkan kepala otak.. hoh! ok thats it.. nnt aku xplain bejela jela.. bukan kamu paham pun kan.. (only me jer yang tahu).. haha~ so dipendekkan ceta.. aku dapat juga tawaran utk teruskan pengajian professional selama setahun.. TIDO BANGUN MAKAN GI KELAS EXAM.. ALHAMDULILLAH.. dengan jayanya lagi aku mampu habiskan benda2 alah ni.. hoho!! nah ini buktinya I bejaya menakluki dunia (oh gtuh!)...

Pada waktu itu (I mean dalam Pic ni la).. walaupun aku happy ketika sesi fotoshoot tapi dalam hati aku masih tertanya-tanya.. adakah ini AKU yang tengah berdiri skrg? yang dulunya aku langsung tidak memikirkan yang aku akan memakai jubah dan mengambil segulung Ijazah Sarjana Muda Undang-Undang... tp ternyata ini AKU. wahaha..! bangga ngan diri aku sendiri ( I LIVE FOR THE APPLAUSE!.. kata lady gaga)..hehe..

Setelah selesai pengajian2 ini... aku kena menjalani latihan Guaman pulerr!! ia dipanggil sebagai "pelatih dalam kamar"atau "CHAMBERING"(dalam inggerisnyer)... yang harus dijalani oleh semua bebudak Law yang NAK jadi loyer selama 9bulan ye.. (ala2 masok kem khidmat negara la) haha.. anyway latihan ini ikot naseb ah ... kalo dpt firm yg "menatang anak ibarat minyak yg penuh"(gtuh ka pribahasa dia? i hentam je ye)..mmg bestla idop korg! sana sini kene sponser.. tp kalo dapat firm yang ala2  "va va betteh vah"(firm lahar!) ..haaa.. bru korg tau apa ituh langit dan bumi yer...

so.. di tahap ni.. korang akan rasa suka duka bekerja la.. ada yang x tahan.. ada yang overexcited (blom layak jd peguam da over naik court lagak mcm peguam).. ada yang so-so (xdak prasaan)..dan ada juga yang just follow de flow.. macam saye! hehe.. SO dipendekkan ceta juga I skali lagi BEJAYA! melepasi halangan komando ini walaupun firm I agak lahar lah.. biarkan I sorg2 terngadah kat Court.. tp xpe.. at least i know A LOT!! hehe.. ok cukup ceta merepek I ni..

kejayaaan I diterima masuk sebagai Peguambela & Peguamcara Malaya adalah satu pencapaian yang sangat membanggakan bagi I.. I never thought that I can go beyond expectation. what I thought was IMpossible for me become possible by just putting effort to it and have faith on it!! and YEAH... IM PROUDLY TO SAY IM A LAWYER... (berhh!)

dan SEKARANG... I sambung latihan dalam kamar ini di hometown I sendiri iaitu KK (sabah) I LOVE KOTA KINABALU (katanya).. haha.. now feb is my last month chambering.. after this will call to the bar. :) yeah! 

oklah.. SAMPAI SINI SAHAJA DAHULU ceta saya.. apa yang aku cetakan ini adalah serba sedikit apa yg telah aku lalui selama tiga tahun yang I dok diammm je.... rindu plak sama blog ni.. rindu baca zaman2 I di bodohkan CINTA.. kah3.. pengalaman menarik sgt! :)

so.. aku yang dulu bukanlah yg sekarang.. haha #kbai 

29th April 2011 (thursday)

the most shocked day in my life..

my dad called informing me that my aunt has passed away..

my world stops for a second.. i cant believe it! but my dad telling me the truth..

suddenly my tears fell down.. i cant stop crying.. :(

to my aunt HJH HALIMAH AG.TENGAH.. may your soul rest in peace.. i'll pray for you my lovely aunt.. we will never forget about you.. your face just like my mother.. :-( ya allah ya tuhanku.. have some mercy n bless my aunt soul.. amin~

Manis Madah Bersulamkan racun Berbisa..

selama perkenalan ini..

ku sangka kau sungguh ikhlas menyayangiku..

kau Taburkan kata2 manis terhadapku..

kau berikan ku sejuta harapan yang membuatkan ku terlebih sayang kepadamu..

selama terpaut kepada mu..

kau buatkan aku sayang kepadamu..

tidak kira siang malam subuh ataupun sepertiga malam.. kau berjaya membuatkan aku TERINGAT kepadamu twenty four seven.. (24/7).. apa hasilnya.. MEK pun xtau.. hehe

kau buatkan dunia ku haru biru.. tidak ada arah tuju.. yang ku mahu hanyalah ingin bersamamu pada ketika ituh..

SEDIh,PILU, MARAh, BERAPI, saKIt hati, MElUat .. semua telah ku rasa sepanjang bersama mu..

ku sangkakan berpisah dengan kau adalah satu tindakan bodoh dr aku..

tp ternyata naluri or firasat aku betul okay..

mmg PATUT aku bepisah ngan ko..

sepandai pandai tupai melompat misti jatuh tegolek d tanah jugak..

RUpa2nya ko ada org lain lg semasa bersama aku..

alangkah GEMBIRANYA aku bila mendengarnya..

aku gembira kerana selama ni naluri ku sgt BETUL yg ko sembunyikan sesuatu dr aku..

ko mmg LIDAH ULAR.. LIDAH bUAYA pun ko jugak.. hahaha..

moga ko bahagia dengan KEHIDUPAN PENIPUAN Kau..

harap stu hr nnt.. ko AKN KENA BALIK APA YG TELAH KO BUAT SMA AKU...

we believe in karma..

smpai bla2 aku xkn maafkn kau..

kau yang buat aku berubah smpai ke TAHAP ini..

kau buat aku semakin kuat utk menghadapi benda2 cmnie...

ba oklar.. abis da bteri lappy aku.. uhuhuh... k duh~

SARCASTIC..

helloo 2 my blog.. tersangat la lama ak x update kn..
so 2day i just wanna talk about SARCASTIC ..

semenjak kebelakangan ne AKU asyik kna ayat2 sarcastic ja..
let me tell u 2 THOSE who r cOncErn.... skali dua aku kna ayat2 sarcastic ne i can assume its just a joke from u. .. tp kalo sda bekali kali.. nenek datok mna yang x TERASA n BERAPI dgn apa ko ckp!
bkn maw ckp apa.. aku pun perna jugak bg ayat SARCASTIC sma org.. tp xla mcm ko yg sgt ANNOYING.. aku tau ko ska begurau n suka bwt lawak ngan sindir2 org.. tp tgk keadaan la beb!
knapa stiap kali aku ckp bebaik ngan ko but it always end up by giving me ur bullshit SARCASTIC words...

let me make it all clear here ok!
aku mmg kurang buat keja projek paper... i dont have 2 tell u y ak bg kurang komitmen. CUKUP ak tau sendiri! ok ak xda hak maw bising2 psl projek paper ne.. e2 mmg mknnn kmu.. aku cuma mampu buat apa yg aku rasa mampu ja..

so tlg lar.. kalo nda syg mulut tuh.. asyik lepas ckp ja.. xkesah la samada SENGAJA or UNINTENTIONAL... u'll c wat happen..

syesly aku ckp.. aku pun manusia.. ada hati n sifat AMARAH .. kalo dasar mulut main lpas ckp ja.. same goes 2 me ok..

kecian HSMATE yg pengotor?? for what?? spaya suru ak bg bersi sgala benda yg dia bg kotor?? bgituh?? kalo HSMATE tuh kotorkn bilik dia sndiri.. NDAK APA dude! ak x kesa.. lantak dia lar... tp kalo DAPUR pun dia bwt ONAR.. piring2 nda cuci.. PETI SEJUK mcm tONG SMPAH.. basket SAMPAH.. IKUT SUKA MAK NENEK DIER JE buang without letak plastik smpahhh.. apa tuh???
kta makin masuk U makin matang ok..

aku BAIK ngan org ada limit.. aku bkn org warak.. n solat aku bukan perfect.. tp ISLAM tekankn kebersihan.. xkn xau?? d terima kah solat kalo persekitaran KOTOR?? fikir la sndiri..

ok just wish me luck in my exam..
ne just 2 voice out my dissatisfaction k..

oh tidak!!

smlm ak p jln2 ngan danny n suddenly kmi tenampak ada booth kna bka d tengah2 tpt org belimpas ( lalu). so ak ngan danny p la sna maw taw ada pa yg dorg maw pamer.. MAKANYA booth kesihatan plak.. anjuran LUMIN.. sjenis product kesihatan...huhu.. dorg bg free checkup kalo sapa2 yg maw taw tahap kesihatan dorg... d pendekkn cerita.. ak n danny p la booth tuh maw p check kesihatan kami.. so start with danny yg resultnya dpt B+ ( kesihatan normal tp ada masalah ngan ateri dia...) choyyy.. makanya ak pnya result lg lar.. B+ X!! ( komputer tuh ndak dpt scan kesihatan ak koz dia ckp bdn ak full of toksin.. OMG! sentap ak dgr mlm tuh... n then kakak yg betugas d booth tuh p tnya ak.. "kmu slalu mkn ayam ka? " n i say.. "of course ya" then kakak tuh bls.. so ko patut kurangkn makan ayam mula dr skrg.. koz bdn ko tlampaw byk protein.. then ak bwt muka HERAN dpn dia.. "byk proteinn?? makanya bdn ak seketul jak.....x nmpk pun ada tnda2 protein telebihh... hum... ak rsa kurang yakin ngan kakak tuh pnya xplanation tp psl mkn ayam tlampaw byk tuh mmg btul koz kalo d kl... ndak lain ndak bukan.. AYAM jak jd menu ak.. dr pg smpai MLM.. heihhh... pastuh.. ak n danny p check plak keadaan saraf kami smada OK atau ndak.. n it start with me.. when i look at the screen...n OMG.. pnya KOTOR... kakak tuh byk mengomplain psl kesihatan ak.. dia mara ak lg tuh..byk la advice dia bg sma ak... suru minum air byklar.. kurangkn ambil gula n garam.. mkn sayur rebus.. jgn ambi junkfood n kurangkn makan ayammmm.. sbb kolestrol ak tggi dia ckp.. SENTApp!!!!! masi tengiang ngiang lg pa kakak tuh ckp sma ak.. tp yg PENTING.. bdn ak ada toksikkkk... choii!!!! so start from now.. ive 2 stop p kdai mknn segera like KFC mC.D n WATEVER... n ak kna tahan diri ak dr mkn ayam belebih lebih... iskkkkkkk!!! n start from nw.. i will follow my mommy adviceee... waaaaa... mkn vitamin.. eat healthy food ... aiyoo!!!! ni la stu cabaran yg harus ak lakukan.. huhu.. de best QUOTES for me.. "x gna cntik d luar kalo BURUK d dalam"... SENTAP ak dgr!!! hahahaha.... well.. lesson learned!!!! ni la padahnya bla ak ndak kesa psl pemakanan ak.. huh! choiii!!!! start EXERCISE from now onn... burn my fat n excessive protein inside my body... waaaaa
for de sake of my future!!!
aku xkn mengalah n putus asa utk mencapai apa yg ku harapkn..
AWAS yer ko TOKSIK dlm bdnn.. harus ku singkirkn ko!!!!!!

7 thIngs I HatE de most during semester break

1. I dUnNO WaT to DO durIng HolIdAy if TheRes no PLan or xtvt

2. Super BOrIng

3. MisSInG soMeOne

4. jUsT stAy At Home lIke A vIrgIn Girl..HUh~

5. getting EMOtional

6. getting FAt/slIm..huhu

7. sLeEp EarlY..

wut is goin on wit me

im missing you..
although u might think dat im krazy... but dats reality.. i miss u..
im speechless..huhu
no words can describe my feeling bout u ryte nw...
oh god..wats goin on wit me??
im too missin u.. uhuhu..
im afraid i'll lose u..
im afraid u'll get bored..
but soon or sooner ..
i know dat u will be leavin me..
im crying with no tears fallin..
again..
i miss u..
waaa....
- wat happen 2 me r?-
stupid Emo xoxo~
ehe~

a cup of missing u..

When it’s tomorrow, we agree not to meet again
Sitting in the shop at the end of the road, I ordered a cup of missing you
When it’s tomorrow, we can only let love pass by
Before daybreak, two persons’ smiling faces become a yellowed photograph

Around me Loneliness is spreading
Vision is being blurred by tears
I left “I love you” at the bottom of my heart and put them on the tip of my lips

When it’s tomorrow, you will leave my side
When it’s tomorrow, I will wish upon a shooting star alone
Just like the ending of a movie
Our ending fulfilled the prediction of tears
Broken promises all over the ground, the yesterday that cannot be pieced together again
But I still look forward to the appearance of a miracle, oh no
Your shadow is drifting further and further away.

Love is still lingering in my room
Before the memory becomes real, in a moment
It felt like you were in front of my eyes

Around me loneliness is spreading
This vision is being blurred by tears
A sentence “I love you”, I left it deep in the bottom of my heart and put it on the tip of my lips

When it’s tomorrow, you will leave my side
When it’s tomorrow, I will wish upon a shooting star alone
Just like the ending of a movie
Our ending fulfilled the prediction of tears
Broken promises all over the ground, the yesterday that cannot be pieced together again
But I still look forward to the appearance of a miracle, oh no
Your shadow is drifting further and further away.

Without you, love starts to hibernate
Loneliness will occupy every day
I stand under the streetlight, on the side of the cold street
That place where we once embraced
Is the roof under which we once seek shelter from the rain together, oh

I still reminisce the past when we were in love
I’m still waiting for you to come back to my side
Tears are falling on the side of my cold pillow
I hit pause on time until you appear again
I cannot stand each of the days without you, oh no

I love you, it will not change
I’ll be loving you till eternity

i love you~

Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to I think that you should know
All the love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you ,yes I do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until the end of time

From the day I met you I knew we'd be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you and I wanna have your kids
nothing could ever compare to the feeling of your kisses

I can say im truly happy till this day
You make me thank god that I live my life everyday
There's never been a doubt in my mind
That I regret ever having you by my side

But if the day comes that I have to let you go
I think there's somthin' I should probably let you know
I enjoyed everyday that I spend with you
And I will miss you cuz I'm happy that I had you at all

I love you ohh yes I do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until the end of time....

different

i sense something different on you..
you acting so cold to me this lately..
have i done something wrong?
tell me if i done something that make u feel upset..

my mind always thought of you..
i gave all my love to only you..

tell me if you dont love me anymore..
tell me if you dont want me to be by your side anymore..

theres no doubt that my heart will explode when it is true..
but i try to forget it if thats what you want..
part of me is dying when you left me someday..

i try not to be so over with it..
i try to control myself..
and i knew that there's no shoulder that i can lean on when i was crying for my love...
i believe in karma..

SORRY~

dialogue between fren A and fren B(via sms):

(5.44am) A: wake up! study!
(06.06am) B: just having my sleep ryte nw..hum
(06.06am) A: Great! u just finished ur stadi till early in the morning
(06.07am) B: nope! i just finished watching donloded movie with my hsmate n till nw i cant sleep.. :(
(06.09am) A: oh! lets have a breakfast at 7 o'clock
(06.10am) B: alrite! tell me when u oledi here ok. :)

AFTER 40 MINUtes

(06.47am) A: im here already..
(06.47am) B: ok good~ wait a second.. i go wash my face 1st

AFTER 1 HOUR

(07.46am) A: i should go back nw..
(07.47am) B: A!!!!!!!!!... oho~ omg..
(07.51am) A: nae..its ok..i oledi at my room
(08.01am) B: omg! im so sorry... i just woke up n i didnt intend to do this.....sorry! :(
(08.06am) A: nae.. its ok! it doesnt take so long to wait u.. its just 1 hour. i wanna study ryte nw. dont wanna waste my precious tyme. just go to sleep fren.. ur so sleepy aite? sori for bothering u..

huhu... dats was de conversation between 2 frens... B wanted to apologize for making A waiting for him for almost 1 hour.. not ALMOST dude.. its oledi 1 hour.. huhuhu.. B was fell asleep when he tell his fren that he wanted to wash his face.. dats was soo ONAR of B.. hw can B fell asleep at that tyme?? B talks to himself.. " nae.. gimme another 30 second to rest then i go wash my face" but unaware to B dat his oledi rest for 1 hour making his fren waiting at rstrn mamak there.. B is in SHOCK when he woke UP and try to call A but A didnt answer... A pissed off with B.. uhuhu..
till nw B is still ShoCk with that incident..

-end of de story-